I live my life out loud. Most times regardless of possible consequences.

I mean, I learned early on that I am going to step on toes. And I am just a nobody blogger guy..

Along with that I have been very honest about …..well…..you know…..mental stability….

That got your attention.

I have been having some issues with my anxiety lately, and I think I have figured it out.

Of course I could be completely wrong….

Not like I have never been wrong in the past.

Anyhoo……I really think that I have caused my own attacks….and don’t say, “Hey!! I have been telling you that for years.”

I keep piling things up to do, to see, this that and the other.

And I am just overloaded. Trying too many things all at once.

How did I come to this conclusion? Mostly talking with the eldest…she commented that even though I was being reclusive, I was getting ahead of myself with the planning of this, that, and the other.

This old man can no longer live in the Fast Lane.