Recently I have been reminded that I have forgotten about gratitude.

As a matter of fact, the concept of gratitude has been the furthest thing from my mind. Instead I have been exercising my synapses with phantoms.

Fears. Negative thoughts. Guilt.

Luckily, I have this group of family, and friends who will have none of that with me. This group of guerrilla warriors have been reaching out to me.

Thank you.

It is interesting that the easiest thoughts, and ideas that can take root in your head and fill your thoughts are negative ones. For some reason we love our own misery. Even though we don’t…..

Prayer, mediation, and living in the now …..for some reason I quit each of them over that past few months….

But that was the me then. I am no longer that person.

I am.