Today is not a good day.

Which is really not true. Every day is actually a good day, it is only the craziness that goes on in my head that muddies the water.

I have been in Arizona for a year. The only real cool thing I have accomplished was to travel to Michigan in June. And even that was fraught with drama.

Since returning to Arizona, I have been hit with bouts of anxiety, and agoraphobia. Not the kind of fun I was expecting for the rest of 2021.

Craigslist and I have become very close friends due to my intent on purchasing a recumbent trike. I have been looking for something that will get me outside more…..and more active. I am not excited about walking. Unless you have someone to walk with, walking is just boring. I figure that with the bike at least I am having to pedal, steer, and try not to run into anyone so that I won’t just retreat into my head and end up in Utah with no idea how I got there.

And YouTube.

Oh yes, there is that.

You see, I had this grandiose idea of videoing my trip to Michigan and posting the vids on YT. But, going off half-cocked…..as it were….as I usually I do, even after doing all of the pre–trip planning, arranging for video editing, and whatnot. And then I got wound up…..

So. Here is the truth, and reality of it all. Not a single one of you reading this really needs to know any of this shit about me, but there is something in my that just feels the need to keep you informed. You are welcome…..I am polite this way…

Regardless….

The Tour continues. Like everything that has happened in the past couple of years, I am re-grouping.

Change continues to be a major player in my life experience…..